scratch that - he is back.
P is coming back.
okay, well, while i hope everyone else's life is going smoothly i would just love to share these updates with you :

(1) the first guy i ever thought i was in love with and who, in the end, broke my heart is now dating his first serious girlfriend in a long time.

(2) l, after disappearing for a month to algeria to "get his college paperwork so he could get his masters", came back with a FIANCE.

why the hell am i still off the drink?!?!?!?
well look, I just needed to tell someone that I'm having a text message conversation with ireland.

that's all...